Maybe someday I will escape from the cage of familiarization and repetition. I'm a sad soul and I'm dealing with a lot, but I have hope. And one day, I will pack up my hopes and go wherever my heart longs to be. I have fell victim to wanderlust. Books are my one true love. My dream of all dreams is to travel to Wales.. If you're easily triggered then I would suggest not following my blog seeing how I can get really depressing at random moments.
I am the offspring of suicide and abuse. ♡ perhaps that is why I am so fucked up and wish to die more than I do breathe
I hope you have a relationship that’s real for once and you are sure of where you are in their life. I hope you’re not a distraction or a past time or something to be used. But a love, a sweetheart, a muse. I hope you are something to somebody and that they are just as crazy about you as you are for them.
do you ever get confused about where your mental illness ends and where you being a piece of shit begins ?? like am i just being difficult or can i really not do that